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*sigh* its always depressing to loose someone who i always viewed as immortal. to me the beatles have always been almost a story to me ... a legend. and their songs a soundtrack of sorts to the story. i think its amazing how their music evolved over the years ... and ther is not one song i dont like. theres only one song in the whole world that i could listen to over and over. "blackbird" makes me smile and sends chills up and down my spine everytime i hear it. its such a simple yet amazing song. and now george is gone. john lennon never saddened me that he was gone. to me he was a hero of music ... but more of a legend or story ... from a time before mine and not ment for me to truely understand. but george, paul, and ringo were always around and i never even thought about not having the other 3 beatles alive and well. and i cant say that i was deeply saddened or felt a great loss ... to tell you the truth i never really knew much about george. but it was a strange feeling to loose someone that ment so much to the world. the beatles are defintily a huge influence on my life. well i guess thats my testament to george harrison. eileens birthday party tonight ... and ben is apparently very upset with pat for asking me to the cotillion. i feel bad but if he wanted to go with me he should have asked sooner. pat holy wowzers ... blackbird is playing on tv right now ... creepy so as i was saying ... pat asked me becasue he thought ben didnt want to go with me anymore. so ben's mad that pat's going with me just as friends when he could go with me as an actual date ... *sigh* i wait forever to get a date and now people are fighting over me ... i cant win. god i hate this undeclared competition between jamie and i ... what the fooooooooooooock. this is Nucking Futs. hahahah nucking futs .... hahah ... i get a kick about that. ~chels
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