"why im no witch at all!" - the wizard of oz

im sick of being jealous of jamie ... she really isnt all that great.

and but yanno ... i guess im just the jealous type. sucks to be the next guy to go out with me ... wait i dont think thats gonna bea problem being that im gonna be a cat lady.

and this whole booteneer (yes i spelled it wrong ... sue me) thing is really more complicated that i thought. it has to match his suit ... but it has to match mine too ... er my dress rather.

and im SOOOOO glad casey and i didnt get the same dress. there was a bit of a scare tonight when we were describing dresses to eachother. it was like "yeah i have rhinestones and the same cut ... wait ... does yours (insert description here)" "yes" "crap! we have the same dress!" followed by much crying and whining before we realized our dresses are in fact different. *whew* wouldnt want to repeat last years episode. last year everywhere i turned another girl had the same dress on as me ... thats the last time i get a dress at delia's. but i definitly looked better than everyone else did.

and yesterday at like 3 am i wrote matt an email. Am i NUTS you ask.

yes.

it was about 3 sentences and i believe i said "i jsut wanted to say hi because we dont talk anymore ... and i wanted to say sorry for being a bitch earlier in the year"

ok next time i write an email to someone important im NOT writing it at 3 am when im delirious. how humiliating ...

i think ill call him tomorrow to say happy birthday. *sigh*

~chels