today was my first day ... training if you will.

and it was interesting

im not sure how i feel about all of this. ive never been a huge fan of the whole tanning thing. i mean i go to the beach and i usually get tan, but there im allowed to wear sunscreen.

where i work people put stuff on their skin to accelerate the tan.

so i have to tan because i have to promote the product. i cant just sit there all white and say "our tanning systym is very effective!"

but im slightly concerned about the health thing.

i dont know if i was just nervous ... but i went in the bed for the first time today and my heart was racing. i felt all light and stuff. im sure its doing wonderful things to my skin.

on the otherhand it really wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.

and i really need this job

blah

sorry for the crap ... well its usually crap ... but ... well