figure out whats happening here.

try to understand whats going on instead of letting it all fly by withough comprehension.

i wish i could say that they were my friends. but the more and more i see, the more and more i realize that its not a mutual ideal. they have moved on, im sure i did something, im sure i turned them off, im sure it was my fault, but they moved away. and i have to say that its frustrating. i try, maybe too hard.

maybe too hard.