i realized how soon graduation is and how soon ill be leaving my safety-blanket of friends. i guess its my fault that i depend so heavily on them, but its good now.

lately ive been having a hard time fashioning the proper wording for whats been going on in life. im sure i can just follow the lead of every melo-dramatic teenager on diaryland and complain about the confusion in my life. but i wont. ill just let that be implied. beat the system.