im still doing fairly well since the summer, no massivly horrible occurances, nothing has really ruined my life or caused great pain.

im trying hard to not even begin to think about last year because that might cause a little inner turmoil, but ive got things to keep me occupied.

i wish he would be mean to me or something, i hate being invisable to someone who i care about. that's not fair.

the marching band is some of the most fun ive had in awhile. im glad i joined, even if marching and playing is something i dont think i'll ever properly master.

friday night i found myself at the slackers show at the troc. it was a really really good show, way better than i was expecting.

6 flags saturday was a treat, especially since there were no people in any of the lines (except for the TEVA picnic 2003 people in their crazy neon green hats) thanks to ray i got me one of those hats.

i was hoping that this week would be less demanding ... but its probably going to be worse with fall play and mads and marching band and work all at once. but i suppose im up for the challenge.