For once I need to just let my guard down, stop trying to plan and schedule and figure out what the future holds for me. I need to strap in and enjoy the ride.

There are things around me that I'm just starting to notice. Maybe it took 7 years to understand just who and what would be important to me, who would be effecting my life, and sadly who wouldn't/isn't.

I spend too much of my life fearing the worst. I spend to much time being angry when things don't work out. I can't be an emotional basket case eighty percent of my time. I have to STOP sweating the small stuff, enjoy what I have, take in my surroundings and look to the positives.

I'm young and I have the world at my fingertips. I need to take hold before this ship sails.

I want to see what my life holds for me, I don't want to plan it out.

Hold On.