It has occurred to me that I may have officially left home for awhile without even realizing it (until now.) In 2 weeks from tomorrow I will hop a plane to London to study theatre and the like until February. Then I go back to Delaware almost immediatly until my spring break. For spring break I plan on traveling up to Rochester to see people I won't have seen since (well yesterday.) Then it's back to school. Then home but straight up to Rochester to embark on a 2 week long road trip to Yosemite and the Grand Canyon with Kate. Then straight to camp and straight to school then home for Thanksgiving and a little while for Christmas before it's back to school for winter session and then the summer at Delaware because I can't afford to pay for rent in a house I'm not living in. The I graduate and god forbid I move home after college ... There is no time. EVER. I miss you soo much right now. I try to tell myself that I'm just making it up in my head but really, I don't think I am. The more I try to think about not being around you the more I cling on to hope that in the future we can be together again. The one thing I've ever been sure of and I won't just let it happen. I miss you. I can't wait to see you.
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