At some point this endless cycle of conquest and then dumping has to stop. It is not who I am and doesn't make sense. I want to go back to the days when I could lie on a couch for hours comfortably with someone and not be freaking out over titles and relationship responsibilities. I think high schoolers have an environment that is far more conducive to my kind of relationship ... Last night I ran my first big show. I felt accomplished, important, and happy. I know what I want to do in life, I just have to figure out who the hell I have to suck up to to get there ... Damn this industry.
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