why?
this royally blows. the ONE person i was looking foreward to seeing the most isnt even going to camp this year .. he didnt get in! JOSH! i miss him so much. we met at camp 4 years ago but i hated him the firs and 2nd year ... he was an immature little dweeb. then the 3rd year we talked .. and connected. we bonded in a 2 week period stronger than the bonds i have with people ive known for years. he was my ultimate friend at camp. i really miss him. the last day that year we cried on each other's shoulder and joked about how he was gonna marry me. i even have the "engagement ring" and we both made eachother these little beaded safety pins as friendship pins. that pin is soo special to me. i was looking sooo foreward to seeing him! i wanna cry.

blah ... this sucks

~chels

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