LovStar8: i kno wi do too

LovStar8: i miss alot of people and i miss new york

daydrmblvr77: i seriously feel like..im missing somebody

daydrmblvr77: and its u

daydrmblvr77: its like this empty space

LovStar8: imagine how i feel

LovStar8: im missing everyhitng

daydrmblvr77: not everything

daydrmblvr77: everythings missing u

LovStar8: awww

daydrmblvr77: its true

LovStar8: i hate this place and i hate that i had to move it was all a big mistake

daydrmblvr77: its like..i'll b with a buncha people and i'll b like, somethings missing here...and then im like i really wish chels was here

LovStar8: mom shouldnt have taken that stupid job

LovStar8: shes unhappy woth it now

LovStar8: and its all her fault

daydrmblvr77: has she gotten a call yet?

LovStar8: no and she wont

LovStar8: and thats the way my life works

LovStar8: huge disappointment

daydrmblvr77: i know the feeling

ok can someone tell me why? why i had to leave new york. i really dont like new jersey and i miss my home in new ork so bad. and i sit here and i watch so many oppurtunities i would have had if only i was in new york. like meeting famous people, talking to alexandra about her boyfriend, meeting her boyfriend, being ther when they broke up to give her a hug and tell her boys are scum. and i cant be there for the party of the century. at her house

i would give up my christmas and 2 birthdays to be there

dont get me wrong, i like the people in new jersey, but the friends i have in new york are closer to me and i miss them sooo much.

and i just have to sit here empty inside.

~chels