aaand i just hung up. this sucks so much you have no idea. i had been loking foreward to this thing for weeks ... the oppurtunity to talk to all my friends all at one time. but its not how i tought it would go down. i guess i just assumed theat everyone would drop everything to talk to me and would be so excited to be talking to the girl they missed the most Chelsea. im a fool. noones gonna have time to have a nice conversation with me while theyre at a paarty. what was i thinking!?

being that i have a vivid imagination and the maturity of a 6 year old i got dressd up like i was actually going to the party. and i called and was hoping that people would take 5 mins to talk to me. but instead they were practically fighting over who had to talk to me next. noone was too eager. and i know i wouldnt want to be talking to an old friend during my party so i guess im not gonna be too upset abput alexandra saying hi and handing the phone off to the closest person to her. i guess life is full of disappointments.

and i guess im taking this way to seriously. ok so they dont want to talk to me now BIG DEAL?? but i was just so excited about it. i have to learn about not getting my self so excited about everything. then every thing just ends up to b a big let down.

so im gonna call back and try again. and maybe that time ill get to talk to dave. ;)

~chels