"hi is lin mackadick there?" - a solicitor ... my moms name is lin mcquade. stupid illiterate ...

i had a bad day again.

im just sick of people who can be assholes and get away with it because they are "cool".

everyday i sit in spanish class and i have to listen to dena and kristen talk about this girl who sits behind me. she has a bad haircut or something so when she puts it in a ponytail they say she looks like a troll doll ... concequently they call her troll. which isnt so bad ... but this girl also has a squeaky voice so whenever she says ANYTHING these girls all mock her. they are so fucking mean. this girl has done absolutely nothing to earn their harassment and yet the take the liberty to make her feel like crap. today dena was aiming a rubberband at danielle's back i would have stopped her but i didnt know what she was up to untill after the rubberband was launched. luckily she has the aim of a blind drunk and missed by about 20 feet.

the best thing is the reaction you get when you tell her shes wrong. the other day she asked if i could "help her out" on a test. i told her i dont cheat and she should study more often. oh im so mean.

so she gave me a snotty huff and looked at someone elses paper.

*sigh*

people walk through the halls bumping into me and shoving and im not sure i have ever gotten an excuse me or an im sorry. almost (im not perfect but i try) every time i accidently hit someone in the hall i appologize ... its something my parents taught me ... manners. i cant name how many times steph has hit me during play rehearsals and in the hallways and not once does she even acknowladge the fact that she struck me.

people ... its not that hard. repeat after me "excuse me".

*sigh x 1000*

ms satiago doesnt help either. she is the biggest gossip ive ever met. i want to learn spanish here not who's screwing who in the school. she sits there flirting with every slightly good looking guy in the class and acts like the girls in the class i cant stand. im not learning a single thing.

waste of a class period.

today rachel and i were talking about acting. im not sure its possible to describe the feelings i get when i act ... im not the best ... but im working on it. all i know is that drama has to be in my life in one way or another. ive been thinking about alot of jobs i would like. one is costume designer for period clothing in movies. it sounds wierd but i really like the idea of it. i would then be combining my 2 favorite areas ... history and drama. well ... i dont think theres much drama in costume design unless you cant decide between the velvet or satin fabric .... but i digress.

if i was in charge of the world everyone would have a lifetime supply of dill pickle spears.

~chels