i hate being a pushover. anyone can do anything and i forgive them. ive been hurt by friends alot in my life but a quick apology ar some act of decency will make all things right with me. i know i dont do it on purpose ... but i trust people too much and its not good for my psyche ... at least thats what mrs macnamee tells us.

sometimes i like to sit and look at people. it comes off as staring but im really just watching. i love to see facial expressions, and movements that are different for each person. during the summer i would sit on my roof and just watch the people walking by. and make up stories about them and where they were going.

today at rachels house we ate imaginary food. and i thuroughly enjoyed it. yummy.

in gym today we watched a movie about sexual harassment. the administration thinks that its a problem in our school and therefore made everyone sit there and watch "sexual harassment: you dont have to take it"

yeah

it just made things worse. instead of people being more sensitive they were running around screaming sexual harassment and grabbing various body parts. so much for educating the masses ....

i was walking home from picking up my brother when i spotted a small fire burning in edison woods. i called 911 on my cell and they sent over a few trucks. the wind made it bigger and soon it was spreading towards the houses. they put it out and awarded me a medal for courage and heroism ... and i was in the newspaper.

well not really

but wouldnt that be great.

well the fire part is true and the 911 part ...

~chels