luke has ment more to me in 2 days than most people have in a lifetime. (all 15 1/2 years)

he always made me feel like a wonderful person

he looks at me like not many people have ever looked at me

he never talks down to me

when i sat in class i would pray for the bell to ring so i could see him between classes.

i would make it a point not to be late to school because i knew he'd be waiting for me at my locker.

he has amazing eyes

but he was too much too soon

i couldnt handle that kind of devotion in 2 days

it scared me off

i hate myself for hurting him

but at the same time im glad i did what my heart was telling me

instead of what his heart was telling me

i just wish they'd understand

~chels