just out of pure cheeziness

i hate this whirlpool of emotions spinning around me.

while im happy and exaultant ... im depressed and trying to seek a way out of everything

but the good thing is ... that i can be happy about it ... its only when i sit around and really think about it that i get upset.

and you know fucking what ... im talking to him again

and no matter what anyone says ... or how stupid anyone thinks i am ... im gonna anyway

~chels