its not really because im enjoying it any less ... hell i love this thing ... but its frustrating that i cant even write about half the things i want to because its just too public.

but i enjoy people reading this ... eventhough my fanbase is only my friends and im not even sure how many of them even read this diary.

but i guess that doesnt matter that much because im glad i just have a place to express myself.

and i cant wait till the sandra marr concert were gonna sing in. i dount itll even happen but just thinking about it makes me happy. ive been singing harmony to colorblind and it sounds pretty good. i just hope they let me sing in it.

yay april is almost here. its gonna be the best month ever.

it starts out with spring break ... goes straight into dave matthews ... and then i have the virginia trip .... and then 2 weeks later i go to puerto rico

wow

im really excited now. i just know that im gonna get so excited about the virginia trip that its going to go by so fast.

immuch too rekless with my heart. its bound to get broken again. but regret is so much worse ...

i watched trainspotting lastnight at angelo's house. i cant say that its my favorite movie ... being that i tend to enjoy actually understanding what the characters are saying (it was scottish) ... but it was a very good movie. and the fact that e-wan *tee hee* mcgregar was in it made it 10000 times greater. haha i even got to see a little nudie ewan action.

and rachel i agree with you: the "hi im addicted to drugs, im skinny, pale and have dark circles undermy eyes" look is actually quite swoonworthy ... it was just funny to go from jolly christian in mulin rouge to herion addict mark in trainspotting ... but what a delight to see him!

yes im done swooning

and last night i almost snuck out to say hi to a neighbor of mine ... but i was halted by my groggy mother coming up the stairs. *whew* first and last time i try sneaking out ... even if it is to only my backyard.

i have a scrimage in softball today ... yesterday i thought i would be cool and catch a pop-fly with my bare hand ... yikes.

not reccommended. now my hand is all purply like and swollen in this one spot.

cakey! where are you!!!!

~chels