its a closure for the week.

whatever is on your mind is brought up ... and the next day you feel fresh ... washed away of last weeks problems. not to say that they just go away ... but they seem less harsh saturday morning.

and maybe they will come back

but friday night they go away again.

and this friday night was the best in a long time.

so many people were there ... like ian, matt, and alex

that was exciting

and we went to the "happy bench"

there is nothign more satisfying than sitting there with the 2 people you care the most about and just bing close and quiet ... talking.

i never wanted to leave that spot.

and you ... you make me smile.

tomorrow i have to go to new york ... blah

to visit family members that get offended when we dont go to theyre houses on holidays ... but have only been to my house once or twice.

and my grandmother insists that we have thansgiving at her house ... but didnt ocme visit her son when he was in the hospital for cancer surgery.

and i havent even gotten even a birthday card from my aunt.

*sigh* i guess it could be worse. but imaginehundreds of kids running around with sugar highs from the easter candy ... and theyre violent too

blah

happy good friday ... i think

~chels