yanno?

just one of those nights.

hmmmmmmm

just

one ...

my head aches with all the information being passed through it.

its impossible not to think and even more impossible to think about all the things your thinking about.

it doesnt make sense to me either.

sometimes i skip around

and other times im slowly slithering around.

and sometimes im not so sure how im supposed to feel.

what a confusing thing

not being able to truly know how to feel in a given situation.

you should be happy but somewhere you arent.

you should be crying but something inside is laughing.

you made my world tonight and you shut it down at the same time.

i wish i had a power button

or at least a reboot.

kindnes is found on the tips of your fingers and i want to kiss it off.

kiss

kiss

what a stupid word.

why kiss?

ill only see her for a few mins. havent seen her in a year. how is this fair i might ask. the older gentleman turned from his paper smiling "the world isnt fair".

i want to go to my pouty lipped innocence.

i want to dance in my dreams and not have 16 years behind me.

oh shut up ... close enough.

i have no right to inhibit his memories. so i just have to sit there and endure what i missed

what i love and missed

what i love more than life itself

what i ...

what i

what i.

hug me as i reel away i fear. the dark

the bugs. ... bugs ... theyre always at that place.

that place i love

fairies dance there, and shooting stars are never scarce. a stern word is rarly uttered and my dreams and reality mesh so tightly that its alright in the end. until the end comes.

POP!