sometimes i look in the mirror and i like what i see. and then i push it aside and i find something to scrutanize. whenever people tell me that they think im pretty or that guys like me i write it off and pretend they never said it. i think im afraid it'll get to my head.

i dont see myself as anything particularly extaordinary when it comes to the looks department. and i like it that way. if i knew i was hot shit id act like it. and then i would suck.

so its not that i have no self confidence ... its that i dont want too much.

this kinda crap is what comes to my head when i have nothing to do ...