one day im going to work up my courage to do it. thats what i want for christmas, i want it to end.

i dont have to have the CD case, or the sweatshirt, or the book i asked for ... all i want is some sort of ending.

that would be nice.

its like this.

you have oxygen right? so oxygen is fine for your life, but then all of a sudden you get this new strawberry flavored oxygen (like the stuffin those oxygen bars which were cool for .45 seconds)

and you definitly dont want to go back, its perfect for you being that youre a strawberry flavored oxygen fan yourself so why not enjoy it while you have it, even though everyone else says the blueberry is the best flavor.

so youre doing fine with your strawberry flavored oxygen when all of a sudden they discontinue it. no warning, they just up and say that strawberry oxygen is no longer an option.

so you never had a bad experience with the strawberry oxygen of old, it just ended suddenly, and you know that you dont need it, plain old oxygen will always do, but you miss it. you find yourself craving that strawberry goodness, even though its just not possible to ever indulge in it again.

but you cant think any less of it, its still the best flavor youve ever tried, and you certainly would breath it again should it come back for some reason, no questions asked.

so you just kinda slowly realize that its never going to come back, that you should try some more flavors, you should learn to like the other kinds, but you'll always think about how the watermelon kind, or the lemon kind just isnt the same as strawberry.

it would have been better if you just didnt like the strawberry from the beginning. or if the strawberry wasnt always good you know? like one day it was really tasty, but then the next it was horrible ... then you wouldnt miss it so much ... but no ... it was always consistantly your favorite.

i want to try the strawberry again and hate it.