i miss being part of a team

i miss being on stage

i miss feeling like i have something to offer.

i never get to see pat anymore, its safe to say i miss pat.

and rachel ... where are you???

i miss husha

i miss vince d. and his crazy antics

i dont miss screaming, and dying by shark ...

but i do miss sean's death scene.

and rozencranz and gildenstern.

i miss the backstage fury and having to put on incredible amounts of makeup.

and the quest to stand next to vince. (yeahhhh that was me) and sandstorm, and kickass.

and that moment when i looked out from behind the curtain, and there was actually a huge audience. that made it all worth it.