yesterday i spent an obscene amout of time at the mall applying for jobs. i have successfully become an applicant at 10 different commercial establishments in the cherry hill mall. gah.

i guess im trying not to write things in here because im trying to make it last. and i suppose that if i write it down it will make it real, and thus have to end eventually.

what the hell am i talking about?

im enjoying my time with the boy type these days, and im hoping this isnt another one of those situations. at least this time my friends like him.

college is right there in front of my eyes. im looking foreward/dreading it so much. it should be an amazing/horrifying experience. *kaboom!*

(in other news: i dont really hate ben watts)