i lose all the thoughts i wanted to put in here in my frustration.

this summer is my summer of resolutions.

resolution #1. make a pile of all the books i want to read ... and read them

resolution #2. spend at least 4 hours outside a day .. preferably when the sun is out.

resolution #3. keep in touch with every person i care about ... i dont want the seniors just disappearing away to college

resolution #4. get to the beach at least 4 times ... not counting my week in north carolina.

resolution #5. have at least one day a week tv/internet free ... i know i can survive without these things

resolution #6. eat healthy ... ice cream is not a breakfast staple. last summer i was quite sick most of the time because my eating/sleeping habits were so terrible

resolution #7. get out of bed before 11:30 every day ... its so depressing to wake up knowing you wasted half a day

resolution #8. actually read this summer's reading assignment ... without the cliffnotes.

resolution #9. try to learn how to take everything with a grain of salt ... stop being such a fucking drama queen.

resolution #10. actually save my money ... having an atm card does not mean i actually have to use it.

resolution #11. try to do one form of exercise a day ... preferably frisbee.

resolution #12. learn to parallel park ... before the road test in september.

resolution #13. visit colleges ... i cant apply to a college i havent at least looked at.

resolution #14. do some sort of volunteer work ... the aquarium doesnt count anymore, the fish dont need humanitarian help.

now ... lets see if i can stick to it