ive figured out that yes, i do love david, but i am not in love with him. its merely that i care a whole lot about him. just like i care alot about erin and alexandra. and i cant hold the fact that he doesnt have romantic feelings for me against him. besides its way more fun to be his friend.

so last night he invited ma and alexandra and erin into a private chat. and it was actually alot of fun. i dont think ive ever talked to dave for that long. and it was nice to just be talking and laughing with the people that mean the most to me ... even if it was online.

and he asked what he should do about his girlfriend. *sigh*

this foolish girl thought he liked another girl so she dumped him. and he still likes her. so i told him to show up ather house with a flower and tell her exactly how he feels.

and hes gonna do it

thats so cool that he likes a girl like that .. i wish a guy would do that for me.

oh well ... im only 15 i got my whole life for that

right now i shold be worrying about the emglish paper i have to write thats due in 3 days

*sigh*

i hate school

~chels